Wild Geographies
I breathe freedom like morning air,
my lungs expanding with possibility.
Words spill from me in the dark hours—
raw, unplanned, necessary as heartbeats.
My home is wherever creation happens:
windowsills crowded with half-read books,
tables bearing the rings of countless midnight teas,
floors scattered with fragments of tomorrow's art.
I've learned to trust the chaos within,
the way thoughts tangle and untangle themselves
like wild vines growing toward some invisible light.
This is not performance but survival.
I drink wine from chipped mugs, eat bread with paint-stained fingers.
My body remembers what my mind sometimes forgets—
that beauty lives in imperfection,
in the spaces between intention and accident.
Ginsberg speaks to me across decades,
Plath whispers secrets I've always known but never named.
Their words are oxygen, not decoration;
I breathe them in and they become part of my blood.
Each canvas I touch becomes a mirror,
reflecting not what I wish to see
but what must be seen—the boundless,
messy truth of being alive and awake.
My lovers understand that loving me
means loving the storm as much as the calm,
the woman who wakes at 3 a.m. to write a single line,
who cannot separate her flesh from her art.
Some days I wonder if I could live differently,
walk paths more traveled, speak in simpler terms.
But my soul knows its own language,
and it has never been ordinary.
When morning breaks across my unmade bed,
I rise into myself again, authentic and unbound.
This is not a costume I put on but a skin I inhabit—
every freckle, every scar, every beautiful flaw my own.